Saturday, February 10, 2007
it's been one year since i last updated something! not that i didnt wana update something. it was all the laptop's fault. they just didnt want to put me thru the website.
well, enough of that shit. i been wanting to blog so much all the while. i had so much to blare. but stupid shit, i couldn't.
i'm now confused, tired and stressed out. i dont know what to do with all that i've got. i thought that it was a perfect beginning. but i guess we all just have to believe in karma. perhaps this is the punishment that i'm getting now because of what happened then. why cant it be him? he was the one that had caused all these whoo-ha. i just didnt expect that it would all turn out this way..
but on second thought, i dont want it to end in a bad way for me. i feel that i've had enough torture. i just ask that he'll love me and only me. but i guess, not all things turn out like how we want it to be.. i just dont wana lose him. i've fallen too deep in this hole and i dont know how to climb back up so fast again..
dont make me lose hope on us.
aliLOVESyou
