youre the one i need

Saturday, May 27, 2006

righto. so everyone's been blogging. except me, that is. results are a complete turn-off, so i'm not gonna talk about it. anyways, as everyone knows, i did badly. it's so over already. enough about that. so we move on.

chinese o levels on monday. MY DOOMSDAY. one of it.
very not prepared. i dont even know how to study for it. shit please. just wana get over secondary school life. and move on? gosh. i'm stuck. one side tells you:" i want to grow up faster." , the other one says :"i wish i was still a young innocent child."

CONCLUSION: so.... which is it?

my future is so so busted. just kill me. RAHHH. i need to buck up so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much. but guess what? i'm doing nothing about it. -.- very contradicting.

friday was founder's day. so.... was it our founder's birthday? or was it our school's birthday? omg. i'm talking rubbish. just bear with me. i'll get over it soon. well, tarcia told me a bad news. she said she had to quit tuition cause of her mama. WHY!?!? tarcia!! you're so gonna miss all the fun and action that will be going on. mann.

i hate sec 4 year. hols are not hols. lessons are so boring but you have to listen no matter what. they are throwing us with homework after homework. not that it s not good. but the pressure is there. IN ALL, THIS JUST SUCKS.

we feel the pressure.dont we?

if you're not, either you re super good in your studies that you can jump to the next level oh-so-easily or you re still fooling around, like me.
so, there's a lesson that needs to be learnt here boys and girls.

BLOODY SHIT, WAKE UP AND STOP FOOLING AROUND!

there you have it. learn it hard.learn it well. (:

june hols are not hols. they are HELL. hell, i repeat. aiya, i just want to get it over and done with.
so, my fellow classmates and friends, we'll go through heaven and hell together okay?! love you guys. (:

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rearview mirror

Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah...

[Chorus]Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Driving underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place ive never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man i thought i would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You give me a reason for standing still

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

I've been dying inside you see
Im going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?

aliLOVESyou

Thursday, May 11, 2006

OMG. it s been months ever since i posted a stupid entry. and the one where i posted before my flight to bangkok didnt even show. stupid lar. anyways, I'M BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND! (:

alrights. i admit it s getting a lil dusty in here. in any case, EXAMS ARE OVER. phew.

AND

prelims are coming. fuck. oh wells. what can i say? what can we do? rahh.
okay, i m talking crap. i ll post something that makes sense another time. (:

for now, CIAO!

aliLOVESyou