youre the one i need

Sunday, October 31, 2004

school s over! and the hols are here. haii. don t know what to do during the hols. perhaps i ll do my math. study study study. sigh. oh well.

anyway, it s my eldest bro s birthday today. invited his friends over for steamboat and all. and this is so not fair!! they all shared and bought him a crampler bag. kao lars!! and also my 2nd bro got a new blardy phone! the nokia 7610. the one that i want!! super not fair!!

am talking to sam chui and emili online now. was just wondering, will we be just as close next year? the thought of it scares me. i really don t wana our friendship to just end like that. maybe for a start we ll still be sitting together during recesses. but as we get to know our friends in our classes, we start to drift. and we can kiss our close friendship goodbye and only stick to hi and bye friends. it sucks. if i can have a choice, i ll rather us to be in the same class in sec 3 and 4. oh well. i guess it s true, all good things come to an end.

guess i ll just stop here and go grab my dinner. ciao all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA GE!!!

aliLOVESyou

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
They’ll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you.

Chorus 1
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love.

Chorus 2
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing’s gonna change my
love for you.

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are.

So come with me and share this view
I’ll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you.

Chorus 1, Chorus2, and Chorus 1 again
INSTRUMENTAL
Chorus 2, Chorus 1, and Chorus 2 again

aliLOVESyou

Friday, October 22, 2004

netball carnival on tuesday! damn excited. and i also wana thank you 2/8 people for co-operating with us(at long long last!). well, i really hope to win this shit man. i m sure all of you others do right?? dur! yupps. go all the way 2/8!!

went to raffles city today for flag day. man! those fucking assholes were so damn unfriendly. got quite a number of rejections. but some were worst! this man, he saw us with the box and we were asking around for donations. guess what? there were pillars around. what he did was, when he saw me and jacqueline walking towards his opposite way, he went to hide behind the pillar. and when we walked away, he appeared himself and walked off. wtf! now i know how warm-hearted singaporeans are. but of course there were other good souls out there. and i wana thank them for donating. you re the man! highest donation i got was 10 bucks from 2 different males. now, you are the man, dudes!

this question kinda poped up in my head suddenly. why is it that those fucking assholes didn t wana donate to help?? i mean you re doing a good deed. one even asked if there was a website? siao. but seriously, why don t they wana help? i don t believe it s because they don t have enough cash. i mean, those people we asked were working adults! and i don t believe it s because they don t have a heart. but still i mean, don t they feel conscience-stricken? i don t understand just what is it that they don t wana help. weird people. it s not as if we re asking you to do something bad. haii. what s the world coming to?!

but really, pls help to donate. you sort of feel good. cause you know that you ve done a good deed today. it s true. ((: and i really really wana thank the 2 men again, although they re not reading this. one of them actually wanted to donate 5 bucks. but when he heard that it s for the senior citizen s home care centre, he went back to his wallet and looked again. i thought he wanted to look for smaller change like 2 bucks or what. but he took out 10 bucks!! really admire him for what he did. ((: thank you again!!! you ve brighten up my day.

well i better be off now. everyone shall do good deeds from today onwards.

aliLOVESyou

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

damn iweb music!!!!!!!! it sucks can?!!? it always leads to not responding. was already half way through my post and 'blam!' all the other sites end programme also. bastard.

freaking pissed with everything. am really in a bad mood and my back is really killing me. just hope that everything will just get outta my way. but there she was. yaking again. am really irritated. yaking me about the language i use on my blog. dammit ok! i can t even have a temper? i m human too alright?! you mean you don t have a temper or what? lucky she shut up and i blast my music. but still, there she was scolding me. fucked up. why can t she just be more fucking understanding? why can t she be more fucking open minded?! it s getting on my nerves when she keeps distanting me from the opposite sex. why can t i have guy- friends? what? it s against the law? and what i can only talk to girls. fine! why not i be a les? does that fucking satisfy you!?

why is it that whatever i do have to satisfy you? why is it that you re controling my life?! WHY WHY WHY??? why is it that you only see my physical image? why can t you see the wounds created in my heart? why can t you see the fragile me that lives within? why can t you see the tears flowing outta my eyes?
why can t yer?

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud
but no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like [x2]
Welcome to my life [x3]

aliLOVESyou

Monday, October 18, 2004

movie marathon today but actually not exactly a marathon anyway. watched like 3 movies and it was already like what, 5+? but i m sure all had fun. quite disappointed though. not everyone could go. the amount of people who went, i can count it within my 10 fingers. it is that disappointing. oh well, anyway it s over already. hope everyone can go to the chalet.

i love the school of rock! yeaps. i do i do i do. watched it twice. once in cinema, and another today. the drummer is cute lols. all were so talented. envies..... haii. oh well. that will be all for today. tired and hungry!!! alicia s.....out!

I can't stand to fly

I'm not that nieve

I'm just out to find

The better part of me
I'm more than a bird

I'm more than a plane

More than some pretty face beside a train

It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry

Fall upon my knees

Find a way to lie

About a home

I'll never see

It may sound absurd

but don't be nieve

Even Heroes have the right to bleed

I may be disturbed

but won't you conceed

Even Heroes have the right to dream

It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away

away from me

It's all right

You can all sleep sound tonight

I'm not crazy

or anything

I can't stand to fly

I'm not that nieve

Men weren't meant to ride

With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet

Digging for kryptonite on this one way street

Only a man in a funny red sheet

Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.

aliLOVESyou

Saturday, October 16, 2004

here i am back again blogging this shit. so bored at home!!! was just like reading reading reading my storybook. oh well, going to finish already. looks like i gotta go borrow somemore. yea. it s been such a boring day for me!!!! damn sian. the sky s looking dark. maybe it s going to rain, maybe it s not. it s unpredictable. just like how life is, unpredictable.

going for a movie marathon on monday at kerine s. all the 2/8s be there yes?! please be there. and also for the chalet!! everyone must go!!! we re trying to put all 2/8s together anytime we can. should try and cherish the 'outings' people, if you understand what i mean. i mean, it s already the last year all of us are gonna be in the same class. so ya. it s sad. real sad.

sam!! i m loving the duncan song with keedie- i believe my heart. dmn nice. all should listen. uh huh. alrighty.. shall leave you with this song called: goodbye.

No, no, no, no

Listen little child, there will come a day

When you will be able, able to say

Never mind the pain,

or the aggravation

You know there's a better way,

for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm

Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me

Goodbye my friend

I know you're gone, you said you're gone

But I can still feel you here

It's not the end

Gotta keep it strong

Before the pain turns into fear

So glad we made it

Time will never change it, no, no, no

No, no, no, no

Just a little girl, big imagination

Never letting no-one take it away

Went into the world (into the world)

What a revelation

She found there's a better way

For you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm

Find out for certain, love's gonna be there for you

You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend

I know you're gone, you said you're gone

But I can still feel you here

It's not the end

You gotta keep it strong

Before the pain turns into fear

So glad we made it

Time will never change it, no, no, no

No, no, no, no

You know it's time to say goodbye

No, no, no, no

The times when we would play about

The way we used to scream and shout

We never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way

Look for the rainbow in every storm

Find out for certain, love's gonna be there for you

You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend

I know you're gone, you said you're gone

But I can still feel you here

It's not the end

You gotta keep it strong

Before the pain turns into fear

So glad we made it

Time will never, never, ever change it

No, no, no, no

You know it's time to say goodbye

No, no, no, no

And don't forget you can rely

No, no, no, no

You know it's time to say goodbye

And don't forget on me you can rely

No, no, no, no

I will help you, help you on your way

I will be with you everyday

No, no, no, no

I will be with you everyday

No, no, no, no

I will be with you everyday

i m holding on for you.

aliLOVESyou

Friday, October 15, 2004

been long since i last blogged. at last, exams are finally over. it brings a happy yet sad feeling. this means the ending of 2 years of being in a 8 class and for some, the end of a close friendship. well, you might say that we re still in the same school and everything. but it s different. i ve experienced this before and i hated it. going into another class means, a start of a new friendship. it just kinda suck. you wouldn t be as close as before, perhaps just hi and bye friends. as like now, with some of my other friends. after saying hi, you won t know what to say. the awakard atmosphere surrounds the both of you. oh well.

just hope i ll be as close to the people that i m close now. ((: i love you people!!

i love you sam!! i love you too emili !! well, stay close and may the singing never die as it stays in our hearts. i holding on for you.

aliLOVESyou

Saturday, October 02, 2004

me and baby dude!

aliLOVESyou

baby dude is freakin' cute!!! went to visit my auntie yesterday to see baby dude. he was so small. i felt the little one in my arms. he was small, fragile, soft and most importantly, cute!! words can t describe how adorable joey was. and of course, words can t describe how noble our mothers are. they gave birth to us, fed, washed, clean and took care of us when we re sick. a mother s love, can t be described in words, but can only be shown in action. yupp. anyways, gotta get back to my books. ciao everyone!

aliLOVESyou