youre the one i need

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

first day of school yesterday. happy happy. could get to see my friends again. ((: and what the shit?! the arc people went to portugal for this arc competition thing. damn. brenda!!! lucky you!! in portugal now. oh wells. never mind. science re-test today. surely gonna fail. didn t know how to do quite a number of questions. just gotta blame me. didn t really study. blardy fuck. got so much work to do and all. the pressure s on us. gotta work real real hard for the end of year exams. well, gotta go do my stuffs now. changed blog song. loovvveee iitt!! hope you all will like it too.

Leave::JoJo

I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So wont cha come and sit and talk to me
Tell me how we are gonna be together always
Hope you know when its late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that any one)
Could make me feel this way
Now that your here all i want
Is just a chance to say
[Chorus]
Get Out, (Leave) Right Now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late(now) and i can't wait
For you to be gone
Cuz i know about her(Who?) and I wonder(why?) how i brought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you were just a waste of time

Tell why your looking so confused
When im the one who didn't know that truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now that through all that is said and done)
Maybe im the one to blame
(to think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

I wanted you right here with me but i have no choice you've got to leave
Because my heart is breakin
With every word im saying
I gave up on everything i had
On something that just wouldnt last
But i refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeeee eyeee eyeeesss
[Chorus X2]

aliLOVESyou

Sunday, June 27, 2004

well well.. another freak day has just started. and believe it or not, gotta go back to school tomorrow. noboby s at home now except me. dad went for golf, and the others went to this warehouse sale thing. while me... i still gotta do my chinese project. dammit- bought this perlin's sliver ring i saw at jakarta on thursday. aww.. i just love it. kisses the ring-
sighh- too many things happened during this hols to me. considered maybe good or maybe bad. i don t know. well, am happy for those who had happy and memorable days during these hols. ((: science test been a headache to me for me. but lucky the test is on 29. yupps. well well, gotta go do my project liaos. ciao people! see yer tomorrow.

aliLOVESyou

Thursday, June 24, 2004

love.. what is love? is it there to break your heart? or is it there to make u feel warmth and protected? to me, it s there to break your heart.. i m such a failure when it come to the four letter word. it is me or what? i blame myself for everything that goes wrong. it gets all lovey dovey in the first part. we ex-change mushy msges and so forth. when a problem occurs, and when one party don t get what his or her desires, they split and tada, the realationship s gone. is it how it goes?
msg to [u]:
look.. i do like you alright. just because u don t get what you want, you wana back out?! yer know, i feel so cheated by u. perhaps u don t even like me as u claim that u do. maybe it s just a whole load of crap huh? i don t know. i feel confused..

aliLOVESyou

Monday, June 21, 2004

ok.. i ve still got lots to write... damn. ok shall start and stop my crap. so, i stop at where my cousins got up and exercise. later in the day, my uncle brought us to go shopping at this shopping centre called marco. the things are are quite cheap and it s quite unique actually. the trolleys they have there are totally different. it s big and you don t push the trolley, you pull it. and also they don t give you plastic bags to put your things. so, if you want plastic bags, you gotta buy them. it s sorta like to 'huan bao'. uh huh. and we bought lotsa stuff. no plastic bags right? never mind. use box lor. thus, my uncle arranged like my 2 brothers, his wife, and my granddad to go home 1st to put the stuffs down before joining us at the mall. went our separate ways; they sat at the driver's car while the rest of us sat at my uncle's car. off we went to the mall. 1st thing they had was, cut their hair. daryl, cerdic and sylvester got a hair cut, my mum and auntie got a hair wash and blow while me, cheryl and my uncle just stood there and watched them. after their cuts and blows, we went for dinner at this resturant called orchard mandarin. all of us had an fantasic dinner. went back home after our dinner and i think we watched the movie 's.w.a.t.' that day if i m not wrong.. or is it the 1st day? argh.. nvm. the 3rd day, we went to the mountains!! damn nice and cool! and weather was cooling but the car ride was so blardy long... sit until my butt pain sia. but i guess it s worth it. (: on our way to the mountains, there was so many other stalls there selling stuffs. our 1st destination was this place where there s lotsa houses from different countries like japan, china and so on. and there was this point where we got off and took some pictures. lingered there for a while. and off we went for lunch at the mountain. and we went down some to go to this safari thingy where we sit in the car and we see the animals in the car could also feed them with carrots. kinda disgusting when this camel or something, while my aunt was feeding it, it licked the blardy glass window! ewww... but the cool part was we could get close to the tigers and lions. though not like we could touch and all but it was kinda cool lar. we got off the car after the whole thing and went around to take a look. and we reached this souvenir shop. my cousin bought their stuffs while i bought this seal soft-toy thingy. damn cute kaes!!! hahas. this grey lil thing. yupps. and we went to the waterfall after that. when we reached there, i was like oh my gosh!! damn cool! the water was cold and refreshing. my mum and my uncle s wife were like saying in chinese, use that water and wash your face, you ll be younger by 10 years. ya right. nah, just a saying. yeah with that, we went back to the car with that painful ride of don t know how many hours. by the time we reached the mall to go for our dinner, my butt hurt like hell! after our meal we went back. the next day, we didn t go out. daryl, sylvester and me went to the park and play and my aunt s ex maid came and visit us. my mum, uncle s wife and 2 bros went to hard rock cafe to buy some clothes. my mum so nice. got me a shirt too. (: yupps. and something kinda bad happened. cerdic and cheryl was riding their bikes and don t know what happened, cheryl fell off her bike and her face was scratched and her skin tore and blood could be seen. ouch! she cried and my aunt quickly cleaned her wound and put some medication on it. the next day, was cheryl s birthday. and her mum invited quite a number of people to her house for bbq. yupps. and the next day, we headed for home. kinda sad. all of us had tears in our eyes as we say goodbye to each other. ohh.. just found out i missed one day. and tt day we went bowling and played billard. yupps. well, guess i ll end this long long entry. ciao people.

aliLOVESyou

Saturday, June 19, 2004

whoo hoo~ back from jakarta. after one week. hee. let s see. by the time we reached jakarta, it was already 11 plus in the night think it s s'pore time. if it s jakarta s time, it will be 10 plus. so, my uncle, who is staying over there with his family, brought ua to a resturant to eat our dinner? went to the 1st one, was already closed. 2nd resturant was open, went in and have porridge and some other dishes. went to my uncle s house and stayed there. we washed up and my cousins; cerdic, cheryl, daryl and sylvester came into our room, where me and my mum were sleeping with my 2nd brother also. the 4 of them were making so much noise and all. couldn t sleep. so no choice, we had to stay up with them till it was like 4 in the morning. i don t know how but my mum was sleeping with all of them making so much noise. oh wells. was about.. think 4 or 5 am, my mum woke up and they were all starving so, i don t know what happened later cause i was in lala land when they went out. later in the morning, mum said that she cooked noodles for them and later they went to exercise. ok. hyperactive people. well well. neways, shall continue my story tomorrow or something. brother wana use liaos. ciao!!

aliLOVESyou

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Broken :: Seether Feat. Amy Lee

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

aliLOVESyou

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

damnit. fever struck me AGAIN!! temperature s going up and down, on and off. so idiotic!! wells wells. am going jakarta this saturday will be back only on next friday. gone for a week. wonder what we ll be doing there. ask my cousin s if they were happy to go, they answered yes. why, cause can go there and play with my other two cousins there. never mind, can t blame them. still young creatures. lols. neways, guess that s all. nothing much to say liaos. ciao!

aliLOVESyou

Sunday, June 06, 2004

lols. was just reading through my past entries from last year till now. little did i know that i was such a problematic child. hmm.. hee. well, i hope i did change for the better. lols. it s so windy today and i m loving it! a good time to just sleep... but at night, it s nice to be with your loved one laying on the ground, looking at the stars, enjoying the breeze and your partner s company. yes yes.
went for tuition this morning and after that, meet with my mum to go shopping... at ntuc. hahas. but we still bought quite lotsa things. after that, came back home. had a nice shower and sat down to use the laptop. hmm... maybe will drink coffee later. nice nice- hmm.. the sky s grey, blue in colour. amazing- okay.. shall stop my crap. feeling so tired lately.. and that reminds me of my irritating school homework. shall do it later. sighh-- damnit tired!!! okay. alicia shall go and be a pig and sleep now!! ciao people. missing you~

aliLOVESyou

Friday, June 04, 2004

was kinda sad just now. but the guns 'N' roses song kinda cheered me up. yea i agree with what you said abang jas kor. rock song do cheer people up. (: neways, ilu. went for movie today. watched 'the day after tomorrow'. damn nice movie!! thought that it wouldn t be nice. guess i was wrong. ohh wells. didn t regret watching it. after that went for lunch and headed back home. well well. tomorrow gotta go back to school for netball. lalala. so bored. neways, i gtg already. happy hols everyone! take care and i ll miss you all. ciao~ missing you.

aliLOVESyou

Thursday, June 03, 2004

kaes. didn t blog for quite a while le. didn t really do much today. went to school for netball. after that, stayed at home. around 3 o'clock, went to the library to borrow books and i saw so many ij people. but on the other hand, only borrowed like, 2 PaTHEic BOOKS!!! spent about an hour there looking here and there. in the end got only 2 books?? ok. never mind better than no books at all. got home rot some more. mann- hols are a bore!!! would rather go to school. the only good thing about hols are.... get to wake up late! sighh- starting to miss my school days. but when school s back, i ll hate school. mann- life is just like that. when you got it, you don t cherish it. and when you lose it, you regret not cherishing it. is life always meant to be like that? well, if it really is the case, then life totally sucks. don t know why, but i feel so troubled. but i don t know what is the problem that is troubling me. sighh- this feeling.. sucks. it will bring your mood down.. everything down. la la la. woah... my mother just shouted at my 2nd brother. ok.. never mind about that. yea. so bored now. okies then. nothing much in life there is to say now. ciao!! missing yer~

TATA YOUNG::I Think Of You

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and ‘round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

Chorus
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

(Chorus)

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

(Chorus)

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

aliLOVESyou

Last Thing On My Mind :: Ronan Keating feat. LeAnn Rimes

Four o'clock in the morning
My mind's filled with a thousand
thoughts of you
And how you left without warning
But looking back I'm sure you tried to
talk it through

Now I see it so clearly
We're together but living separate lives

So I wanna tell you I'm sorry
Baby I can't find the words
But if I could, then you know I would

Now I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life, crashing down on me
Guess I had it all, right there before my eyes
Girl I'm sorry now, you were the last thing
on my mind

You carried me like a river
How far we've come still surprises me
And now I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)
Staring back is the man
I used to be, with you
How I long for you

Now I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life, crashing down on me
Guess I had it all, right there before my eyes
Girl I'm sorry now, you were the last thing
on my mind

Girl I'm sorry I was wrong
could have been there
Should have been so strong, so I'm sorry

Now I won't let go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life, crashing down on me
Guess I had it all, right there before my eyes
Girl I'm sorry now, you were the last thing
on my mind (repeat)

aliLOVESyou