youre the one i need

Sunday, May 30, 2004

hmm... have nt been blogging for a few days. got back my report book and... my results sucks like hell. gosh- gotta buck up for my end-of-year exam. if not, i ll die very terribly. mann- and there goes my mum nagging away. well, i guess that s what most mothers do huh? oh well, i guess it s the circle of life. maybe i ll be nagging at my own children too. eww- thinking of that reminds me of my mum nagging at moi. oh wells. enuff about it. wait i really become an old nagger. and i ve no idae where did that word come from. grrreattt! i invented a new word!! -_-'' alright i shall shuddup.
yes and i m so freaking bored!! it s raining and lighting keeps striking. and thunder keeps clapping. woo~ niccee!! ohh wells. too bored liao that s why came up with this crapp. okie dokes. nothing much to write abt already. just that i know i m gonna die if i still don t buck up. well, tatas.

The IJ Spirit

~The IJ Spirit's living on, it's stretching far & far beyond, it's never gonna die, it's gonna live in each of us, & we will keep it burning burning strong, the flame of zest lies in us all along, always inspiring us to go on~

aliLOVESyou

Monday, May 24, 2004

sighh- did so badly for my papers. mann- gonna die when my father sees my report book. damnit- shit lar shit lar. failed literature, science!! and don't know what other subjects. hopefully no more- but those which pass, it also didn't pass with flying colours.. rather failed with flying colours. bleah~ oh wells. today's entry gonna be short. sheesh---- just remembered gotta go umpire for the inter-class netball competition tomorrow. mann- gotta reach there like, 6.45am?!?! SIAO. some more at kallang. shit lars. gotta wake up damn early tomorrow..... mann- and germaine!!!!!!! why haven't you called me yet!?!?! (oops! no germaine chng). tupid lar you!!! ok.. ali shall chill. mann- i gotta go now. go and get prepared for tomorrow. tee hee. ciao. missing you~

aliLOVESyou

Friday, May 21, 2004

okie dokes. there's new update regrading the maid's stealing of money. yes yes. the maid was being sent to the agent yesterday by my aunt. so, the agent people there questioned her if she stole or pick other sum of money she saw. thus she had to own up. and she admited that she did steal other sum of money. but the strange thing is that the other sum of money could not be found. guess what had happened to the money. she actually SWALLOWED THE DAMN THING!! ewww ewww ewww- how could she do that?! darn. ohh wells. kinda shocked when i heard the news. sighh sighh sighh- yes yes. that's the end of the news update.
didn't go to school today. didn't feel well when i woke up. but later in the afternoon, i went back to school to do some stuffs. damnit. got back my exam papers today. only got back english, history and chinese. home econs didn't get it back. think teacher went back home already. yar. didn't really do well. sighh- damn slack. think i'm gonna get a scolding when my report book is being returned back to us. lalala-
going for the stupid walkathon tomorrow. mann- the time to wake up tomorrow gives me a headache. gotta wake up at 6 plus just to reach chijmes at 7.15am. damnit. germanine!!! why why why??? see lar all cause of you.. gotta report there at 7.15... ohh wells. can't blame you lar huh. your toe lor. sads- thought that maybe we could be in the same group.. that's nice. we are supposed to be. ya. but too bad lar. you're not going. ohh wells. got to go now.. wanna watch mah bachelor(did i spelt it correct??) and my nip / tuck!!! kks. ciao. missing you~

aliLOVESyou

Thursday, May 20, 2004

ah. at last. i'm fever-free!! smiles- (: yupps. am so glad. went to school this morning despite of the damnit fever. did so many crappy stuffs in school. well, beats staying at home. well well.
ok. bad thing happened today. my mum suspected my aunt's maid to be stealing money from us. but she wasn't sure. so, she went to tell my aunt and sort of like complain to her. so, my aunt decided to come up with a 'trap' to catch her red-handed. so.... the plan was like this:
-get the maid and my cousin to my house
-ask the maid to clear my room somemore!!
-mother 'accidentally' drop $2 on the floor.
so that when she sweep the floor, she 'so happen' to pick it up
it's to show if she was honest or not. but too bad. she failed the test. $2 on the floor, gone. money from my piggy bank, gone!! blardy SHIT!!!! suppose to have a $50 note, 2 $2 and 1 $1 note. in the end, one of my 2 dollar note is missing!! darn. so, dur. the maid did it too. sighh- not only this, she stole.. she took, rather, 3 50 cents from the table at another time when she came to my house. worse is, think she also stole $50 from my mum's wallet. ohh. the funny thing is, when my aunt brought her back home today, my aunt searched her but couldn't fine anything but 10 cents. asked her where she got it, my aunt could only hear her talking to herself. so, of course my aunt asked her to speak up. but but but. the maid heard wrongly, and thought my aunt asked her to open up her mouth. therefore, she opened up her mouth and my aunt saw something underneath she tongue and asked her to take it out. guess what. the object was the $2 my mum 'accidently' dropped on the floor!! ewww- ok. never mind. the maid was having cough. so, dur. she'll use tissue right. she took the chance to throw away money... she hand was holding on to 2 50 cents, 2 20 cents and 1 1 dollar coin. she used the tissue to wrap it up, while she was coughing, and since she had so many other tissues in her hand, my aunt asked her to throw it away. as i was told, she looked kinda hestitant to throw them away. thus, my aunt got suspicous and went to the dustbin to look through them and she found the money. 20 cents was from my cousin's pocket, the dollar was from somewhere, can't remember, and the 2 50 cents might be from our house. sheesh- suppose to be 3 50 cents. sighh- now don't know what happened to her. yupps. was just wondering.. why do they have to steal?? i mean, they will be paid what. and also, when they steal or take, the maid will have a bad name with her already. next time, who will still trust her? also, she's only been with my aunt for like, a few days perhaps? and so fast, she showed her true colours. mann. ohh wells. end of story!! hahas. ciao. missing you~

aliLOVESyou

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

darn. sick sick sick. m falling sick. just measured my temperature and it's 37.8 degrees. freak. blardy shit. mann- why must fall sick.. i wanna eat all the nice stuffs!! i wanna go back to school. beats staying at home.. doing nothing but just lay there like someone paralayzed. lalala. all bad things come at the same time!! why?!?! shoot lar. got my mandy and now this 'falling sick' crap?!?! what's the world coming to?!?!?! gosh gosh gosh- and after 2 over hours, my fever have not subside. sighh- so tired. but i don't wanna go away from this laptop!!! bahss... ohh wells. think i better go lars. wait my mum come and scold me again.. ohh wells. take care buds. ciao. missing you~

If I Ain't Got You :: Alicia Keys

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

and this is for you germaine. know you're in love with this song.

aliLOVESyou

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Reason :: Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

aliLOVESyou

Monday, May 17, 2004

okay. shall change my way of posting my entries. gonna spell everything out. no more use of shortforms, except for some excluding ones. yes yes, exams are over, but it's so sian being at home. mum don;t allow me to go out. i mean, come on!! exams are over now! set me off lars. sighh- oh wells. also don't wanna ask my dad. the answer he says is yes. but the look on his face, tells me that he is reluctant to let me go. well well. sighh- nedda go now. mama's yelling at me. ciao. missing you-

aliLOVESyou

michael learns to rock::take me to your heart

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

(Chorus)
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
(Chorus)

aliLOVESyou

Saturday, May 15, 2004

*exams exams..*

yes.. at last!! the freaking exams r ova!! maths is shit. lost 4 marks in paper 1, totally left the question blank. paper 2.. also no confidence in my results already. fail everything.. fail fail fail. shd i regret that i din study properly..? or just forget it n let it go..? sighh- cant do anything now. everything's a mess in my life. is it really in a mess..? or it's just that i'm making it in a mess..? thinking that it really is in a mess..? confused- or it's just that i'm talking crap all this while. ohh wells. well, m glad tt i can use the com at tis late hr.. my bro went for chalet!! but.. its onli for 1 day.. -_-'' ll be back tml. sighh- still gotta go back to sch tml for the netball mentor tingy! sighh- wake up in the morning at early 8.. take my time.. dily daly.. until its abt.. late 8.. den i set off to sch. finsh till 11am. come bak.. later at 4, gotta go for maths tuition.. mann- tts how i spend my saturdays.. ddaammmmnnnn iiiiiiiitttttttt bbbbboooooorrrrriiiiiiinnnnnnggggg!!!!! but. some times, got programme lars.. aft tuition go out wif my fam. yes yes. n its 9 more mins to 1am.. n i tink i gotta run soon. yupps- okie dokes. ciao-

THE CORRS
Summer Sunshine

I feel it's changing, I stay the same
I'm... a solo cello outside a chor-us
I've got a secret,
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm

Just sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?

You tell me you have to go...

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Now that you've left me, there's no retur-ning
I keep comparing, you're always win-ning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?

Don't tell me you have to go...

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Ya da... ya da... ya da

To sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back
Winter is coming and I need to stay warm

The heat.....

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody knows

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

aliLOVESyou

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Someone Like Me::ATOMIC KITTEN

Don't let your head rule your heart
Don't let your world be torn apart
Don't keep it all to yourself
Just let all your emotions run free with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me

I know it's hard when you're feeling down
To lift your feet apart from the ground
We make mistakes
But doesn't everybody
You don't always have to agree with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me

We know the story so far
I know what you want and who you are
Let all your emotions run free
You don't always have to agree with someone like me
But that's the way it should be
Someone like me
Someone like me

aliLOVESyou

One Call Away :: Chingy

Ooh, yea yea
DTP, how we do
Call you and you can call me
Whatever you wanna do baby

[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy) 4x]
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
You call if you wanna bump over me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away

[Chingy]
It was weird how we met, huh
She was wit her mom in Bank America
I'm wit my son cashin the check
So I asked outta respect (uh)
Would she like to explore the world or buy
We can fly in my jet
Her reply was "Yes, can I ask you sumpin?"
I seen it in her eye, mama lookin like all I wanted was sex
Scene moved to the next (that is true) but it was something
about this girl's style that make me feel no regrets
We started off casual; walks through the park
Candle light dinners by dark, I'm thinkin smart (smart)
Of course she might think I'm in a rush
To touch, clutch and be up, but baby I ain't on that stuff
Dropped her off and told her call me up, we can talk
Conversate about political subjects whatever's thought
So I zoomed off, lookin by and my phone rang
It was her in the shower, (she said) she said "I couldn't do without ya"
Then I said. . .

[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy) 4x]
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
You call if you wanna bump over me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away

[Chingy]
The next day I'm with the fellas at the case playin ball
Here she comes wit her friends they posted up on the wall
Now I'm showin off, trynta dunk trynta dribble break fast
Through the middle just to see her smile and giggle
Game over I punched her wit a kiss on the cheek
The homeboys lookin at me sayin "Lil Howard you weak"
But you know how that go, what I got they want
What I got I flaunt, never mess wit it, PLEASE don't
Told her "I'm going home" she asked can she go too
I'm like "Yeah boo, I can't see me without you"
Got thurr, I took a shower jumped out she in the bed
With a see-through thong said I looked at her and said. . .

[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy) 4x]
(You, could, call, me)
You call if you wanna bump over me
(If you was my baby)
I'm always one call away

[Chingy]
Girl recognize game, before game recognize YOU
You're dealin wit a player, TRUE
Now whatchu wanna do?
We can kick it and go puff on a bluuunt
Oh you don't smoke? Grab a pint of Hen' then we can get druuunk
It's up to you, I'm the man but baby just let me know
Cuz if you got an attitude I could treat you just like a hoe
Get to rollin wit me baby, hop in there's enough room
We can gaze at the stars that shine like the moon
Gimme a chance to show ya, and a chance to know ya
Just be true, and there's nothing I won't do, for ya
Some women like to play it foul (foul)
But them the kind I put in the place of a child (child)
Don't worry be happy and smile and. . .

[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy) 4x]
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
You call if you wanna bump over me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away

aliLOVESyou

Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back) :: Eamon

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

[Verse 1:]
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

[chorus:]
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

[verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah

Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
[Until the end]

aliLOVESyou

Don't Tell Me :: Avril Lavigne

You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cause your so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that?
Your the one who gives it all away

[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Don't think that your charmin the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, your the one who, throws it all away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up but your no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

aliLOVESyou

Thursday, May 06, 2004

*damnit*

gosh.. most unlucky day of my life. in the morning, was tryin to put on my contact lens, my mum was dere promting me away... n in the end, i din put it on. damn pissed- ok, tts not the worst part. got to skool, wen for my runs, n 'boom!' i slip n fell on the freaking ground!! damnit pain lorrs. cried for a while. thks vanessa!! was dere to comfort me. (: lurvee ya! n 3 more days to my exams.. shit. not really prepared for it. :X not muggin.. still slackin!! thou i noe i shd not. ali=bad girl. sighh- shall b a gd girl den... i will go study in.. a whiles time. hee. cheeky grins- okie dokes. go grab my dnr n start to mugg!! ciao.

Everytime :: Britney Spears

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After all...
After all...

aliLOVESyou