i'm running on empty alone in a steel cold town
the colours are fading to grey when you're not around
i'm going over what you said
the words keep ringing in my head
what happened to the promises we made
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
*cries*
i cried i cried i cried. m feelin damn sad. i dun wan tears to fall but y is it falling time aft time? is it part of my life? tt is to always cry? sighx. my life sux. note to rhian: ur life mite sux, but mine sux even more. tink abt tt n u feel tt ur more fortunate den me. its true. tink abt it.
y is it always me??? y is it tt i am the one to suffer? it is my normal routine to feel damn lousy n depressed abt myself? if tts the case, i'll rather not live n jus die. i envy. i envy my other classmates. dey live life happily. unlike me. i live my life in a dark rm. where dere is no warmth. where dere is total darkness n dere is no one reachin out to me. no one can help me at all. im alone. all alone by myself. onli i can help myself. but how? i haf nth. nth. nth to help me. nth tt can help me to save myself. y me? y cant i live in the bright n lively rm? where dere r so mani tings to xplore. so mani tings tt r dere waitin for me to do. waitin for me to try. waitin for me to help. but i guess i dun get tt kinda life. i am fated to live in tt dark n cold rm. jus waitin to die. no way am i gg to get outta dere. no one can save me.
aliLOVESyou
Friday, March 12, 2004
*SHIT!!!*
haben been bloggin mi blog. hehe. o wellx. cuz lazy n erm.. cant lyk keep on using mah bro's laptop mah. so ya. o wellx... ALICIA SUX!!! gotta do tis tupid inter-class drama shit. haf to go bak to sch during the hols almost everydae. eeeee!!!!!!! gg fer tis sparkc camp tingy on thurs till sat!!!!!!!!!!! dun wan to go manx!!!!!!!!!!! oh wellx. cant back out now!!!! tts the worst ting!!!! EVA!!!!!!! oh gosh. i dun wan go!!!!!!! *scReAms!!!* ok. chill ali. haiz. got o mani tings to do; hw, blah blah blah... sighx. gonna die now. gonna die den. gonna die now n den. .... ok tokin rubbish!!! RUBBISH!!!!!! *oopx* gg siao again. freak. freak. freak. freak. where's germaine!?!?! ohh manx, gg to miss her!!! haha. she gg thai tml!!!! -sadx- ok. mei yao dong xi jiang le. so i guess aLi signs off. lateR!!!
aliLOVESyou
Monday, March 01, 2004
*s|ack*
ok. been slackin for days and weeks. and errm. im gg to b so dead i tel ya. anw, not postin now and todae cos of me. but my frend, jackson. hey darling, jus wanna tel u tt im always dere for u ok?! i noe ur sad and grieving ova ya grandmama. read ur blog and cry. damnit sad. i noe how u feel from the way u describe it. too bad u dun haf a tagboard. den i tag on ya board. wellx. nvm. anws, my frends frm 2/8 or my jie or hueva readin tis, pray for my frend's grandmum tt she'll rest in peace and pray fer his family yar? will be praying for u too jacky. hope u can see tis. (: well, mayb i wun update for a while lar. if u see tis tag on my bloard or sth yar?! love yar lots n take care. will call u soon... +hugg|es+ bite me. p.s. the song's dedicated for ya, in loving memory of your grandmother.
CELINE DION
Because You Loved Me
(Diane Warren)
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
(bis)
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
aliLOVESyou
thedesires
since i cant do or have all of these now;
PIERCE MY NAVEL(: when i m 19.
learn how to speak ITALIAN....soon improve my amath.NOW ----> it didn't happen. but O's are OVER!
master my BELLY DANCING well.
GET A TATTOO on the day i turn 21. flip or slide phone when my current phone dies on me. GREEN billabong bagg. :D
get my life back to track. eminem CURTAIN CALL cd
