Sunday, February 22, 2004
*cr|es*
man.. my heart was jus being stabbed by a real sharp knife. y? y me? everytings not gg well fer mi oreadi. n tts enuff fer mi. jus feel so heartbroken. everyone has a happy endin... but.. not me... y? y is it always me?! y? i trusted u n believed in u. but.. u had to do tt to hurt mi. +haiz+ y me? i still dun understand. n all i can do is cry... cry cry cry... i tried not to. but i jus cant. tears jus keep flowin out of my eyes. im jus fragile... n all i can do is cry cry cry.. man.. pls help mi stop my tears frm flowing... sighx. tis isnt the right year for me. oh wellx.. everyting jus sux now.... bite me!
Tonya Mitchell
I dun wana fall in love
who needs to feel that way
who needs those words to say
who wants to give their hearts
to watch it fade away.
cuz ive made up my mind
i didnt wanna know, why should i find a love
that isnt here to stay, i wasnt waiting until u came along,
and now i need you to tell me where my heart belongs but
(Chorus)
i dont wanna fall in love, till i fall in love with you
and you showed me what my heart already knew.
i dont wanna fall in love, till i know the love is true
cuz i need (cuz i need) you to feel the way i do,
when i give my heart to you
(VERSE 2)
Ive seen the tears they cried, when its time for goodbye
i didnt wanna be the one whos asking why
i didnt think that i would ever feel so strong,
but now i know that i was wrong
(Chorus)
i dont wanna fall in love, till i fall in love with you
and you showed me what my heart already knew.
i dont wanna fall in love, till i know the love is true
cuz i need (cuz i need) you to feel the way i do,
when i give my heart to you
Now i believe it's worth the chance
to find a love that lasts
for all my life
give me a sign so i will always know this love is right.
this love is right..
But i don't wanna fall in love (don't wanna fall in love)
till i fall in love with you
and you showed me wut my heart already knew (What my heart already knew)
I don't wanna fall in love (don't wanna fall in love, no)
till i know the love is true
cuz i need you to feel the way i do
when i give my heart to you
But i don't wanna fall in love
till i fall in love wiff you
and you showed me what my heart already knew
i don't wanna fall in love (don't wanna fall in love)
till i know the love is true
cuz i need to you to feel the way i do
when i give my heart to you...
when i give my heart to you...
aliLOVESyou
Saturday, February 14, 2004
*fuck!!!*
my life is in terrible deep fucking shit. y?y?y????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????? y mus such tings happen to mi???????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!! if it turns out to b realli bad, i wanna end my life. never will i carry on living. +fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!+ everyting sux to the core!!!!!! y mus it turn out tis way?? y?y?y???? blardy fucking shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jus wanna scold fuck as mani times as i wan. +gosh!!!+ gif mi a break okay????? fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!! man. y mus the ppl above play tis fuckin trick on mi?!?!?! y?! damnit!!!!!! everyting is jus so wrong now. is it tt wen i end my life, den will everyting not b suckie?! den i will. manx. dun noe wad to sae.. +xperiencing mood swings+ oh wellx. now im fine. fuck.
bite me.
FIVE FOR FIGHTING
"Superman"
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that nieve
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird¡I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd¡but don't be nieve
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed¡but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away¡away from me
It's all right¡You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy¡or anything¡
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that nieve
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
aliLOVESyou
Friday, February 13, 2004
*life sux*
ok. got the shock of my life on yst nite. my mum told mi tt she read my diary. i totally freaked out n wen bak to my rm and cry. +haiz+ oh wellx. +aLi crybaby+ wanna sae thanks to thoma, sam, germaine n everyone in 2/8 fer being dere!!!!!!
KELLY CLARKSON
"The Trouble With Love Is"
Ooooohhh…
Oooohhhh ya
Mmmmm
Love can be a many splendid thing
Has another joy you bring
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you’ll just want the world to see
But like a drunk that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Now I was just a once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This set story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up in side)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
Gets stronger then your pride
(The trouble with love is) See your heart its in your soul
(It doesn’t care how fast you fall) You wont remember control (?)
(And you can’t refuse the call)
See you’ve got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo….ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)
rvee ya ppl to bittsss!!!!!! oh wellx. anws, bro wanna slp le. so ya. mi gtg. bite mi!
aliLOVESyou
Friday, February 06, 2004
THE SUGABABES
Too Lost In You
You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)
Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can mess with me
(No one can mess with me)
Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby
Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
aliLOVESyou
LEANN RIMES
"But I Do Love You"
I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you
I don't like to see the sky painted grey
And I don't like when, nothin's goin my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you
But I do love you
I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do-o
And I don't like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don't like to be the last with the news
But I do love you
But I do love you
I love everything about the way your lovin me
The way you lay your head upon shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do
And I don't like to be alone at night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you
But I do love you
aliLOVESyou
*skooL r0x*
ok. sch dun Rock. sch sux. nv blog feR so Long!!!!! cuz the tupid com is an ass-hole. usin my bros laptop now. +haiz+ my life sux. everyting's gg wrong. is it mi? or is it jus my imagination? feel tt everyting in my life changed over-night. +gosh+ tis feeling, u'll nv want to experience it. coz it sux big time! oh wellx. guess its fated tt my life will change over-night. +shit+ my life is so fucked up. manx. jus wish i could sort of end mah life. everyting sux. ppl changed.. or is it mi? hu changed wifout realizin at all..? oh wellx. +fuck fuck fuck+ oopX+ sorwee. jus feel so fucked up abt my life. +sighx+ oh wellx. wadeva. hu cares anw? oh wellx. jus gotta live life as it is lyk tt, fucked up. oh wellx. wanna dedicate tis song to ian, though he wun noe. laTer.
DJ SAMMY
"Heaven (Candlelight Mix)"
Oh, thinking about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming back for more
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when your feeling down
Now nothing could change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh
We're in heaven
aliLOVESyou
